July 16, 2007

Those are the best days of my life...

Some very small incidents which are among my most precious and sweetest memories:

One month left for 10th board exams, PL started, we decided to study in nights. So, left home at 8:00pm, went to everyone's home (even if it in opposite corners, just an excuse for a nice walk on summer night), finally gathered at one place at 10:00. Then big discussion about wat is important, wat shd we study tonight......its 11:00. Mumma, we r sleepy, another excuse to get tea (otherwise tea was not allowed at tat time). So, a round of tea & bread and general chatting. Its 12:00. Its high time, we should start study now. Group study, lots of irrelevant discussion, 1/2 hr job took 2 hrs. Ohh its 2 now, we have studied enough, shd sleep now. Its not a single day story, its same schedule full month [:)] and during exam as well.

On a rainy day (indore's heavy rain), while going to school on cycle, wearing raincoat, realized no one wanted to go school, just that they could not inform others, so decided to go. So, halfway down the school, a movie plan came, so without worrying abt raincoat, rain or uniform, headed towards theatre, waited outside theatre for 2 hrs for one of my best movie ("Pyar to hona hi tha"). Really, One the best movie plans i had.

Will keep adding....

Pure Dreams

As I am used to of saying: Dreams are the most beautiful thing on earth. And among dreams, the dreams we know never come true, i love the most. They are pure dreams. There aren't any hopes and expectations associated with those dreams, and those are the two things which are the main reason of getting hurt. So, such dreams can never hurt us, can never depress us, these are really sweet and beautiful dreams.


Whenever we are feeling bit down, just start thinking about the dreams, just imagine its true, we start feeling happy again. And since we know these dreams can never be true, imagining about these dreams do not increase any hopes & expections (since these values are null with such dreams).


Those are really pure dreams, and helps you to have your smile with you always. Is anything else important than tat ? And tats why they r one of the role model of my life.

Ourself

Most difficult task to face ourself, to fulfill our own expectations, to meet the standards set by us for our own, to be satisfied by ourself...

We may face people, but not ourself sometimes....
We may not accept things before others, but can we really do it with ourself....
We may lie to others, but how to ourselfs.....
We may fulfill others expectations, but it difficult to fulfill our own expectations and our standards of life set for our own....
We may give excuses to others, but they also don't work for ourself.....
Its perfect that others can never understand us fully, but its really frustrating to not understand ourself....

My current focus is to make myself atleast satisfied of me....then i will work for achievement [:)]